This is a bridge in Paris. You hang locks on it with the name of you & your boyfriend/girlfriend/best-friend then throw the key into the river. So even though the friend/relationship may end, you can’t remove the lock. It stays there forever, as relevance to someone once a part of your life.
(Source: andrewbreitel, via thatssoawesomepossum)
Necessary Rant Via Tumblr
I am becoming so bitter and it’s really bugging me. Towards the end of the school year I was just getting so impatient with people and their problems, yet now when I’m home and I thought everything would fall back into place, I find myself keeping that same mentality. Additionally, I feel like I’ve lost some of my confidence in the manner of these past two days even though I was having for the most part a good time being with my friends…
I want to understand why some people have it so easy when maybe in reality they don’t deserve a lot of the things they get. I am a good person and I know that. In fact, I know that I am a fucking catch, but none of that matters if I’m not a size 0? What is it, someone explain it to me. I’m not ugly and I’m not fat, but I’m not good enough? I have my head on straight when it comes to rationality yet the people who are really mentally fucked up will get more attention? It could be that very statement that is causing me to be so impatient and bitter towards people and my friends at Delaware and here… But it just does not make sense to me. I always have to make things happen for myself and most times I do, but I’m getting tired of having to do that when other people get shit handed to them while they don’t care to have it.
Everything in my life is set into place except my fucking love life or lack thereof. It really sucks even more because recently I have slightly changed some of my views on one of my friends in a good way, yet but spending more time with them it makes me feel really fucking ugly and alone. I understand people are sick of hearing me complain about this and people will say “Katie guys always have crushes on you, there’s hardly a break period between that happening”. True but those instances are always the fucking same: I meet a guy and I just want to be friends, so I treat them like that: I joke around, I DON’T lead them on, I DON’T flirt, and I just keep things between us literally FRIENDLY. Yet the guys still try despite my consistent efforts at NOT MAKING PASSES AT THEM. Yet when I’m out at a bar and there’s a guy that I do flirt with, show my personality to, and attempt to be less casual with, they hit on my friend… I’m not asking for a lot in a guy but apparently the things that I think are important for a guy to have causes him to be out of league? Again, someone explain it to me. I don’t want to be jealous of my friends or the people in my life, but that’s what’s manifesting and it feels like I can’t stop it. Impatient is an understatement right now, when the fuck are things going to be more carefree in my love life? When am I going to stop caring again? I shudder to think.
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